Guys! I finally did it! I ran the whole 5k distance! It was the first time I was ever able to hit that distance without needing to walk! I went out for my run on Wednesday intending to do just 2 miles, and when I hit that mark I started thinking to myself how amazing it would be to be able to say I finally ran 5k. I wasn’t hurting or out of breath and decided to go for it. However, I was completely exhausted and my body was starting to hurt before I finished (especially the area next to my kneecap), but I knew I only had to last another half mile at that point, so there was no way I was giving up. I focused on the music I was listening to (Arashi, because they will always be my favorite), and told myself it was only about two more songs. I made my final turn and knew I had it. The only traffic light downtown changed to red on me when I approached, so I made a quick turn and crossed the street a little ways down and then went back to the direction I was originally running. No way was I going to let that light stop me when I was that close. I felt so amazing when I finished that distance that I took a selfie right there at the side of the road to commemorate the moment! I had never run that far. My longest distance to date had been 2.17 miles back in November, so I really surprised myself. My time was absolutely terrible (49:27), but the most important thing is that I know I can do the distance now and my mind will have a harder time convincing me that I can’t. I have a number as a starting point, and as I work on improving my running, it will get better. I’m not going to be out running that distance every time I run since that’s the equivalent of a “long run” for me, but I’ll aim to do it once every 7-10 days for now until my fitness improves more.
Month: March 2021
Quick Check-in March 2021
Forgive me for the lack of updates lately, but there hasn’t been too much to tell. We got hammered with a ton of snow in February, which put a damper on being active as much as I would have liked. All things considered with my history of injuries, it probably didn’t hurt to be forced to take things easy. I only got out to run 3 times last month, and I biked 5 times, so it wasn’t exactly the kind of month where I moved closer to any goals.
I’m ready for winter to be over and the warm weather to come back. It’s been so hard on my asthma to run in the winter. I’ve managed to avoid any major issues, but there have been days where I wondered if I needed extra treatment. Luckily I’ve had a lifetime of managing asthma exacerbations and know that I can safely take an extra dose of my inhaler if need be. That works well for me the vast majority of the time. I haven’t had a bad exacerbation in about a year, which (surprise) was brought on by running in the cold. Unfortunately I don’t have a choice about that. I don’t have a gym membership, nor do I have equipment at home, so the outdoors is my gym. It’s far better than sitting around for 4 months and not doing anything. I honestly don’t know if I could be a treadmill runner. I guess I just like being outside too much.
Injury-wise, I don’t know how I’m doing. My hip flexors are still bothering me enough that I worry about them, but not so much that they’re holding me back. I won’t really know how bad they are until I run consistently again. I’m going to keep it easy in March and slowly increase my distance from 2 miles to 3. Something else that’s been bothering me off and on is my knee. I’m not really sure what’s wrong with it, but it’s been clicking and has been mildly sore at times since November. It isn’t limiting what I can do, but I worry that I’m causing damage. I asked my doctor about it just to be sure I was safe to keep running, and he thinks it might be my kneecap not tracking correctly, or a meniscus issue. We aren’t doing anything about it unless it gets worse, so for now I’m diligently keeping detailed notes in my training journal like always. It’s likely related to my leg length discrepancy, and I was hoping Frankenshoe would do a little more for me than it has been. It’s been helping with some of the pain, especially on my left hip and SI joint, but I thought that by now I’d be seeing more improvement with the other trouble spots. I’ve been using it since the end of December, but it may just take more time. One thing I wish I knew is why my leg length discrepancy wasn’t treated as a child. A one inch difference is a lot. I asked my parents about it and they said the specialist they took me to every six months only ever wanted to do x-rays to keep an eye on it. I was planning to ask the orthopedist I was seeing, but he got all judgmental and somehow forgot I was a runner despite being there for a running injury (https:/lifesaride.home.blog/2020/11/16/feeling-like-giving-up/). Eventually I’ll ask my primary care doctor for a referral to someone, but for now I’ll let him manage anything I may need. Obviously I’m not going back to the orthopedist I was seeing after how he treated me, and the sports medicine appointment I had in the summer was a joke (all talking and no actual poking and prodding my injuries, wanting me to do PT which I had already been trying, and come back in 6 weeks—yeah, didn’t see the point in going back there either).
Anyway, I kind of started ranting a little, but I can’t help it. I’m sure one day all of these struggles will fade into the background. Until then, I’ll just keep trying to do my best like I always do!